Salam.... i know nobody reads this, but what the heck!
Lately, i felt so lonely and depress. I wish i could go somewhere and lose my self for weeks or even months. I feel that no one around me cares for me and i am just a lifeless being that is neglected. Bak pepatah lama " bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang". It simply means that i am invisible. My presence is not felt.
I really hope that i can't transfer next year. I need a new place and surrounding. I need to feel alive and needed. Maybe a new set of friends i good for me.
Lately, all am feeling is, my friends think i am the third wheel, i am a nuisance. Whenever i am trying to join the conversation i can sense the vibe that i am unwanted in their circle of friends.... 😟😟😟😟😟😟
That's it...
Love,
Kikurihime
Lately, i felt so lonely and depress. I wish i could go somewhere and lose my self for weeks or even months. I feel that no one around me cares for me and i am just a lifeless being that is neglected. Bak pepatah lama " bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang". It simply means that i am invisible. My presence is not felt.
I really hope that i can't transfer next year. I need a new place and surrounding. I need to feel alive and needed. Maybe a new set of friends i good for me.
Lately, all am feeling is, my friends think i am the third wheel, i am a nuisance. Whenever i am trying to join the conversation i can sense the vibe that i am unwanted in their circle of friends.... 😟😟😟😟😟😟
That's it...
Love,
Kikurihime
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